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My Hearts Corruption III

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It didn't work.
My last chance,
my only hope of disinfecting the corruption,
my only hope of curing me on the inside.
It failed miserably.

To think that love was the answer...
Was I right in doing so?
Even I myself do not know,
for the corruption in my heart may be
poisoning my mind also.
But I am too lost in my own darkness
to tell otherwise.

What were the flaws?
What did I do wrong?
I think it would be best
to leave those quesitons unanswered,
yet, too late for me to stop
and not ponder them any more.
Thinking about the whole thing is treacherous to me.
It only brings back tears,
tears of frustration, sadness,
regret even.
And memories that have yet to dissolve,
memories that, to present day, are just
broken hopes, broken dreams, and broken hearts.

There's one special thing about love;
you can always try again,
take a shot with your chances.
But for me, I'm down by one.
My first shot was a fail
and Corruption took advantage of it,
leaving me with less true heart than before.
Try again? I don't know...it's just...
I'm a little afraid now.
If I failed the first time,
what says It'll succeed the second?
It broke my heart once, so what will
it do the second? Shatter irt?
I'm not one to gamble,
esoecially with something so valuable.
It's too much debate for me.
I may just play it safe, but
I don't know.
I want to heal, I want to be fixed, but
I don't want the same thing happening again.
I wasn't ready for that, and neither was my heart.
I'm still undecided.

I guess I'll have to wait,
wait until time permits.
IK only have but so much heart left,
uncorrupted heart, that is.
So until then,
I'll just sit...

...and wait patiently.
Final entry of "My Hearts Corruption"
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